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插队的时候，我喂过猪、也放过牛。假如没有人来管，这两种动物也完全知道该怎样生活。它们会自由自在地闲逛，饥则食渴则饮，春天来临时还要谈谈爱情；这样一来，它们的生活层次很低，完全乏善可陈。人来了以后，给它们的生活做出了安排：每一头牛和每一口猪的生活都有了主题。就它们中的大多数而言，这种生活主题是很悲惨的：前者的主题是干活，后者的主题是长肉。我不认为这有什么可抱怨的，因为我当时的生活也不见得丰富了多少，除了八个样板戏，也没有什么消遣。有极少数的猪和牛，它们的生活另有安排。以猪为例，种猪和母猪除了吃，还有别的事可干。就我所见，它们对这些安排也不大喜欢。种猪的任务是交配，换言之，我们的政策准许它当个花花公子。但是疲惫的种猪往往摆出一种肉猪（肉猪是阉过的）才有的正人君子架势，死活不肯跳到母猪背上去。母猪的任务是生崽儿，但有些母猪却要把猪崽儿吃掉。总的来说，人的安排使猪痛苦不堪。但它们还是接受了：猪总是猪啊。
对生活做种种设置是人特有的品性。不光是设置动物，也设置自己。我们知道，在古希腊有个斯巴达，那里的生活被设置得了无生趣，其目的就是要使男人成为亡命战士，使女人成为生育机器，前者像些斗鸡，后者像些母猪。这两类动物是很特别的，但我以为，它们肯定不喜欢自己的生活。但不喜欢又能怎么样？人也好，动物也罢，都很难改变自己的命运。
以下谈到的一只猪有些与众不同。我喂猪时，它已经有四五岁了，从名分上说，它是肉猪，但长得又黑又瘦，两眼炯炯有光。这家伙像山羊一样敏捷，一米高的猪栏一跳就过；它还能跳上猪圈的房顶，这一点又像是猫——所以它总是到处游逛，根本就不在圈里呆着。所有喂过猪的知青都把它当宠儿来对待，它也是我的宠儿——因为它只对知青好，容许他们走到三米之内，要是别的人，它早就跑了。它是公的，原本该劁掉。不过你去试试看，哪怕你把劁猪刀藏在身后，它也能嗅出来，朝你瞪大眼睛，噢噢地吼起来。我总是用细米糠熬的粥喂它，等它吃够了以后，才把糠对到野草里喂别的猪。其他猪看了嫉妒，一起嚷起来。这时候整个猪场一片鬼哭狼嚎，但我和它都不在乎。吃饱了以后，它就跳上房顶去晒太阳，或者模仿各种声音。它会学汽车响、拖拉机响，学得都很像；有时整天不见踪影，我估计它到附近的村寨里找母猪去了。我们这里也有母猪，都关在圈里，被过度的生育搞得走了形，又脏又臭，它对它们不感兴趣；村寨里的母猪好看一些。它有很多精彩的事迹，但我喂猪的时间短，知道得有限，索性就不写了。总而言之，所有喂过猪的知青都喜欢它，喜欢它特立独行的派头儿，还说它活得潇洒。但老乡们就不这么浪漫，他们说，这猪不正经。领导则痛恨它，这一点以后还要谈到。我对它则不止是喜欢——我尊敬它，常常不顾自己虚长十几岁这一现实，把它叫做“猪兄”。如前所述，这位猪兄会模仿各种声音。我想它也学过人说话，但没有学会——假如学会了，我们就可以做倾心之谈。但这不能怪它。人和猪的音色差得太远了。
后来，猪兄学会了汽笛叫，这个本领给它招来了麻烦。我们那里有座糖厂，中午要鸣一次汽笛，让工人换班。我们队下地干活时，听见这次汽笛响就收工回来。我的猪兄每天上午十点钟总要跳到房上学汽笛，地里的人听见它叫就回来——这可比糖厂鸣笛早了一个半小时。坦白地说，这不能全怪猪兄，它毕竟不是锅炉，叫起来和汽笛还有些区别，但老乡们却硬说听不出来。领导上因此开了一个会，把它定成了破坏春耕的坏分子，要对它采取专政手段——会议的精神我已经知道了，但我不为它担忧——因为假如专政是指绳索和杀猪刀的话，那是一点门都没有的。以前的领导也不是没试过，一百人也这不住它。狗也没用：猪兄跑起来像颗鱼雷，能把狗撞出一丈开外。谁知这回是动了真格的，指导员带了二十几个人，手拿五四式手枪；副指导员带了十几人，手持看青的火枪，分两路在猪场外的空地上兜捕它。这就使我陷入了内心的矛盾：按我和它的交情，我该舞起两把杀猪刀冲出去，和它并肩战斗，但我又觉得这样做太过惊世骇俗——它毕竟是只猪啊；还有一个理由，我不敢对抗领导，我怀疑这才是问题之所在。总之，我在一边看着。猪兄的镇定使我佩服之极：它很冷静地躲在手枪和火枪的连线之内，任凭人喊狗咬，不离那条线。这样，拿手枪的人开火就会把拿火枪的打死，反之亦然；两头同时开火，两头都会被打死。至于它，因为目标小，多半没事。就这样连兜了几个圈子，它找到了一个空子，一头撞出去了；跑得潇洒之极。以后我在甘蔗地里还见过它一次，它长出了獠牙，还认识我，但已不容我走近了。这种冷淡使我痛心，但我也赞成它对心怀叵测的人保持距离。
我已经四十岁了，除了这只猪，还没见过谁敢于如此无视对生活的设置。相反，我倒见过很多想要设置别人生活的人，还有对被设置的生活安之若素的人。因为这个原故，我一直怀念这只特立独行的猪。
"Who had a pig"
Queue jumping, I fed pigs, cattle are let go. If no one to control these two animals also fully aware of how life. They will be free to wander, hungry and thirsty it is fresh drinking spring to talk about love but also temporary; As a result, their very low level of life, totally inadequate. To the people, to make their living arrangements : Each head of cattle and pigs every one of life is the theme. On most of them, this life is very tragic theme : The former is the theme of work, the theme of which is a long-meat. I do not think that there was anything to complain about, because I was then in the rich are not necessarily the number, in addition to eight model operas, there is no entertainment. A very small number of pigs and cattle, their living separately. Pig for example, sows and pigs in addition to eat, to have things be out of work. As I see it, they are right these arrangements do not like it. Pigs mating task is, in other words, it is our policy to allow it to be a Playboy. But the pigs are often exhausted and put on a pig (pork is castration before) the only honorable man posture. refused to live or die jump back to sow. Sow the task of Health mon, but some sows they want to eat Zhuzai abuse. Overall, the arrangement gives the pig suffering to the victim. But they are still accepted : pig always Gifts. Life is set up to do all kinds of unique character. Not only is the provision of animals, also set up their own. We know that in ancient Greece there Sparta, where life is set scored apathy. Its purpose is to make men become desperate soldiers, women become reproductive machines, as some former cock fighting, the latter as more sows. These animals are very special, but I think that they certainly do not like their lives. But he does not like how can kind? People or animals ultimately, it will be very difficult to change their destiny. Following is talking about a pig is somewhat different. I pigs, it has been four or five years old, from the sub said, it is pork, but looks something thin, and two bright promises. This guy as agile as goats, a pigsty-meter high dive on cross; It can also jumped onto the roof of his pen. This is something like a cat -- so it is always shopping around everywhere, there will be no hanging around in circles. All pigs fed the educated youths regard them as favorites to treat, it is my favorite -- only because of better educated youths, allow them to come within three meters, and if other people, it has long run. It is a public, the original 1:00 swap. But you have to try, even if you think of pigs arrived in possession of a knife behind, it can sniff out, North Korea staring you, the clamor to roar up. I always use is found in the fine rice bran gruel village, it has enough to eat, the right to release chaff weeds Lane Hey other pigs. Other pig read jealous, yells up together. This time Guikuhanghao a whole pig, and I do not mind it. Hitting the future, it jumped onto the roof to sunbathing, or imitate voices. It will learn car horns and tractors ring for, we learn very like; Sometimes all day and disappeared, I expect it to the nearby village Finding sows go. We have here sows, in a circle, was carried out over the birth-away, dirty, smelly, it is not interested in them; Lane sows the village some good looks. It has many interesting stories, but I Pig in a shorter period of time know that it is limited, is not simply to write a. In short, all the feeding pigs educated youth like it, dislike it acts independently of the faction head, live performances, it said. However, the villagers were not so romantic, they said, this is not a good pig. It is hate leadership, which dealt with later. It is more than I like to -- and I respect it, often despite their long teenage virtual reality, called it a "pig brother." As mentioned earlier, this pig brother would imitate voices. I think it also learned extraordinary words, but not learned how to -- learned if we think they can do talk. But this can not blame it. And the pig in her stretch poetic license to its limit. Later, the pig brothers learned to whistle and shout, to give it the ability to provoke trouble. Block, where we have the refinery, noon to Wong, a whistle, allowing workers to change shifts. Our team worked in the fields, heard the siren ring for a day on the back. My brother pig daily 10:00 minutes total jump to the school siren, to the people who heard it called back on -- this morning comparable factory blew its whistle and a half hours. Frankly, this not blame pig brother, it is after all not a boiler, and the siren call up also some distinction, But the villagers have insisted that the hearing not come out. So come on the leadership of a will, it will become damaged spring recruiters, To take it means dictatorship -- the spirit of the meeting I already know, But I do not worry about it -- because if dictatorship is referring to the wires and Shazhudao, it is 1:00 doors are not. The previous leadership had no tried 100 people that it could not. The dog is useless : Pig brothers run together like a torpedo, it can hurt dogs Ancient passage. Surprisingly, this time moved to make it real, with 20 mentors several people, and holding a pistol-May 4; Deputy political instructor with a dozen or so people, with a look at the young guns, divides farms in the open space outside the pocket catch it. This leads me into the heart of the contradiction : by me and it's nomination, I hit the last two Shazhudao out, and it fought side by side. However, I feel that this is too eyesore -- it is, after all, only Gifts; there is a reason, I am not against the leadership, I suspect this is the problem lies. In short, I watched the side. Pig brother calm so that I admire to the extreme : it is very cool to hide a pistol and a rifle for connectivity within and allow people are crying dogs, Throttle access lines. Thus, with a pistol opened fire with guns will regard the killing, and vice versa; 2 also opened fire, and two will be killed. As for it, because the goal of small, mostly nothing. It was so even touting several circles, it found a loophole for them in a collision away; Encounters run to the extreme. After I Sugarcane Lane has seen it once, it had grown fangs, also recognized me, but I have not approached the. Such apathy makes me sad, but I also agree that it has ulterior motives to keep a distance from the people. I have a 40-year-old, in addition to this pig, who dared not yet seen such disregard to the provision of life. Instead, I would want to set up meetings with many others living of people, and is set to the right of life of complaint. Because of this reason, I have always remembered this acts independently of the pig. |
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